Well, my relationship with my boyfriend has come to an abrupt end for basically the same reasons my other ex broke up with me, and I'm really trying not to fall in a spiral of self-hatred for it. I never fought with new-ex up until about a week ago (and it was such a small fight), but I guess he hasn't been happy for a couple of months.
The worst thing is I really really liked this guy. "The whole shebang" liked this guy.
I really wish I was a better person right now. I really do.
-Emily








